Sunday, July 31, 2005
Indahnya sebuah hari dengan kasih sayang.. ((awww...))
Fighting our battles with confusion each day,
Routines are established to keep befuddlement at bay.
We watch for stress and avoid mental fatigue,
harmonious striving to make mind and body agree.
We can still make decisions and want to interact
With those called normal; but it's a balancing act.
Simple is much better and less is okay -
Our motto for having a very, good day.
I thought, today would be a very unpleasant day for me.. But, as i told you.. Tuhan pasti memberikan kita rejekee yang seimbang.. For instance, my day, today. This morning, when i woke up (n ofcourse, i wuz automatically blinking for several times.. dunno why), i thought today would be a grr-eat day.. But then my mind changed when my friend called me (just to make sure that i remember) about the practices we have for today.. And yeah.. It successfully made me down.. "Today is going to be tiring.." Well.. That what was i thinking, remembering that i have Paskibra (i dunno how to tell it in English, but my burmese friends often call us 'soldiers' when we do this), dancing and band practices..
My mind still hasnt change when i arrived in the office (KBRI), also when all of us (me w/ moi fwens) ate lunch. But then.. After filling our bullies dan menunaikan shalat (ceilahhh!!!), rasanya.. "Hari ini kok indahh yah?".. Well, praying has changed my mind a lot today.. Infact, that thought hasnt change when we went 'sumwhere-mengenyangkan'.. Even when we're having an unpleasant surprise.. Hm.. Gue gak bisa bilang klo itu unpleasant segh.. Tapi coba bayangin aja, mobil kalian terjebak di perempatan jalan (perlu kalian ketahui bahwa cara orang Myanmar menyetir berbeda dengan cara orang Indonesia memasak.. lho..?? maksudnya, menyetir..) sementara traffic light-nya mati. Belum lagi gelap-gelapan.. (udah malem maksudnya..) Duh..
Walopun sempet deg-degan juga (bayangina aja, mobil ngebut dimana-mana!), tapi toh pada akhirnya kita malah jadi ketawa-ketiwi (ke bojes aja dehhh.. said by Unee lolz), nginget betapa culunnya kita tadi, berusaha nyetop mobil-mobil yang ngebutz (perlu diingat, tangan yang kami pake buat nyetop mobil-mobil tadi sudah terbukti ke-emen-nannya)..
Duh.. Kok jd ngomong pake Bhs. Indo, segh?
Yay!!! Tomorrow is the Children's day.. (i know.. i know..) It actually has to be on 23rd of July, but bcuz of one reason, we really have to delay it (kayak pesawat aja pake di delay** segala..). So, jadilah besok, tomorrow, 1st of August, is going to be our Childrens' day.. Which means we're gonna play many games tomorrow!! Hurray!!! *nari dayak*
Anyway, i also wanna add something for someone here:
Happy Birthday, Fikri.. Smoga cepet smbuh n always ngocol forevah!!!
Fighting our battles with confusion each day,
Routines are established to keep befuddlement at bay.
We watch for stress and avoid mental fatigue,
harmonious striving to make mind and body agree.
We can still make decisions and want to interact
With those called normal; but it's a balancing act.
Simple is much better and less is okay -
Our motto for having a very, good day.
I thought, today would be a very unpleasant day for me.. But, as i told you.. Tuhan pasti memberikan kita rejekee yang seimbang.. For instance, my day, today. This morning, when i woke up (n ofcourse, i wuz automatically blinking for several times.. dunno why), i thought today would be a grr-eat day.. But then my mind changed when my friend called me (just to make sure that i remember) about the practices we have for today.. And yeah.. It successfully made me down.. "Today is going to be tiring.." Well.. That what was i thinking, remembering that i have Paskibra (i dunno how to tell it in English, but my burmese friends often call us 'soldiers' when we do this), dancing and band practices..
My mind still hasnt change when i arrived in the office (KBRI), also when all of us (me w/ moi fwens) ate lunch. But then.. After filling our bullies dan menunaikan shalat (ceilahhh!!!), rasanya.. "Hari ini kok indahh yah?".. Well, praying has changed my mind a lot today.. Infact, that thought hasnt change when we went 'sumwhere-mengenyangkan'.. Even when we're having an unpleasant surprise.. Hm.. Gue gak bisa bilang klo itu unpleasant segh.. Tapi coba bayangin aja, mobil kalian terjebak di perempatan jalan (perlu kalian ketahui bahwa cara orang Myanmar menyetir berbeda dengan cara orang Indonesia memasak.. lho..?? maksudnya, menyetir..) sementara traffic light-nya mati. Belum lagi gelap-gelapan.. (udah malem maksudnya..) Duh..
Walopun sempet deg-degan juga (bayangina aja, mobil ngebut dimana-mana!), tapi toh pada akhirnya kita malah jadi ketawa-ketiwi (ke bojes aja dehhh.. said by Unee lolz), nginget betapa culunnya kita tadi, berusaha nyetop mobil-mobil yang ngebutz (perlu diingat, tangan yang kami pake buat nyetop mobil-mobil tadi sudah terbukti ke-emen-nannya)..
Duh.. Kok jd ngomong pake Bhs. Indo, segh?
Yay!!! Tomorrow is the Children's day.. (i know.. i know..) It actually has to be on 23rd of July, but bcuz of one reason, we really have to delay it (kayak pesawat aja pake di delay** segala..). So, jadilah besok, tomorrow, 1st of August, is going to be our Childrens' day.. Which means we're gonna play many games tomorrow!! Hurray!!! *nari dayak*
Anyway, i also wanna add something for someone here:
Happy Birthday, Fikri.. Smoga cepet smbuh n always ngocol forevah!!!
me and my BIG MOUTH ;) | 7:37 PM.
Saturday, July 30, 2005
Haha.. Sorry.. But really.., im in mood to post sumthin right now.. Well.. I think today has been a very fortunate day i ever had so far (for this week, ofcourse).. LoLz.. Well, the thing was.. I won!! LoLz.. Im the 1st winner for the Singing Contest (beginner.. =P) and Table Tennis match..!! Yoo hoo!! *jumping like crazee*
Well.. I think i know what you're probably thingking right now: "you sucx!" or "idiot!" or "foolish girl!" or what a "stoo-pid asshole!".. Well, anything like that but.. Me, as a sh*t,.. Having two fortunate events in one day is just like miracles!! Maybe for you this is an usual thing, but.. For me.. For a jerk like me.. I really cant describe how i feel like now.. LoLz..
But to tell the truth, im not so happy right now.. You know, a person cant be really perfect.. And so do i.. I cant have two fortunate events in one day without anything wrong with my life.. I've so many things to think, you know.. Private business.. So that's why i dont wanna share that 'Really sad things' to you..
Well.. I think i know what you're probably thingking right now: "you sucx!" or "idiot!" or "foolish girl!" or what a "stoo-pid asshole!".. Well, anything like that but.. Me, as a sh*t,.. Having two fortunate events in one day is just like miracles!! Maybe for you this is an usual thing, but.. For me.. For a jerk like me.. I really cant describe how i feel like now.. LoLz..
But to tell the truth, im not so happy right now.. You know, a person cant be really perfect.. And so do i.. I cant have two fortunate events in one day without anything wrong with my life.. I've so many things to think, you know.. Private business.. So that's why i dont wanna share that 'Really sad things' to you..
O yea.. One thing which i think is really sucx right now is this blog.. Well.., it unable me to upload my picz.. You know, most of us think that a blog wihtout pics is like a cup of coffee wihtout any sugars (i know.. i think some of you like to drink 'that kind of' coffee..)! But for me,it just doesnt seem right.. Well.. I've tried it several times, but it just wont work! I wonder why.. *wondering*.. But i promise *raised my right hand*, i wont disappointed yall.. I'll try my best to upload pics.. (apa coba?!) Background music: Hempasan ombak di karang yang terjal..
My thoughts: Duh.. Bingung.. Besok tuh ada Paskib apa nari, yuph?
me and my BIG MOUTH ;) | 11:28 PM.
I was just searching for 'anime templates' when i found this poem.. And i thought, it's going to be a grreat idea if i put this poem on my new blog.. Well, remembering that this blog is still empty.. ((Menyedihkan!))
O yep.. This is the poem:
My Angel And Friend
by Smile
I never thought that I would find
a friend so great and a friend so kind
I look up to you in every way
'cause I learn something from you every day.
Without you I don't know where I'd be
but you're still here, friends with me
you deserve so much more than I can give
but without you I wouldn't live.
You've given me more than money can buy
and for you I'd give my all and I would die
This feeling I feel gets stronger every day
hoping not to screw it up, I constantly pray.
I know we have our problems every now and then
but once it's fixed our friendship is better times ten
and I want you to know that I truly do care
even in fights when I say things that aren't fair.
You're an angel from God up above
and I'm thankful for your understanding love
because when you're around everything seems right
and for you, until the end, I will fight.
It doesn't matter what you do or say
because you'll be my friend anyway
I know the real you that's down deep inside
and in you, I'll always confide.
Thanks for being the friend you are
you're my best friend, an angel by far
everything in you is an inspiration to do great
and you'll be loved by all cause that's your fate!
So never stop being the real and wonderful you
cause God shines through in all that you do
and whenever it seems like I'm never there
remember this: I love you and I'll always care!
SOB! I wish i have a friend just like her.. Or him.. ((Well, i dont really know about the author's gender..))
Eniwei, capek gue ngomong pake Bhs. Inggris yang masih belepotan.. Eniwei, (bah.. jadi ngomong dua kale negh gue..) gue kayakna belum nge-introduce diri gue dech.. Well..
Moi name is Fara. And.. You can call me Fa ra.. (you ought to know that! LoLz) Well, my bday is on 21 Sept (i wont tell you the year! but maybe i'll tell you one day..), if i tell you this, it means: Dont froget to give me presents!! And.. *sigh* I think i wont tell you more about me right now.. Cuz i think it's just a waste of time.. So, if you wanna know more about 'Fa ra', just click here.
Adios amigos!
O yep.. This is the poem:
My Angel And Friend
by Smile
I never thought that I would find
a friend so great and a friend so kind
I look up to you in every way
'cause I learn something from you every day.
Without you I don't know where I'd be
but you're still here, friends with me
you deserve so much more than I can give
but without you I wouldn't live.
You've given me more than money can buy
and for you I'd give my all and I would die
This feeling I feel gets stronger every day
hoping not to screw it up, I constantly pray.
I know we have our problems every now and then
but once it's fixed our friendship is better times ten
and I want you to know that I truly do care
even in fights when I say things that aren't fair.
You're an angel from God up above
and I'm thankful for your understanding love
because when you're around everything seems right
and for you, until the end, I will fight.
It doesn't matter what you do or say
because you'll be my friend anyway
I know the real you that's down deep inside
and in you, I'll always confide.
Thanks for being the friend you are
you're my best friend, an angel by far
everything in you is an inspiration to do great
and you'll be loved by all cause that's your fate!
So never stop being the real and wonderful you
cause God shines through in all that you do
and whenever it seems like I'm never there
remember this: I love you and I'll always care!
SOB! I wish i have a friend just like her.. Or him.. ((Well, i dont really know about the author's gender..))
Eniwei, capek gue ngomong pake Bhs. Inggris yang masih belepotan.. Eniwei, (bah.. jadi ngomong dua kale negh gue..) gue kayakna belum nge-introduce diri gue dech.. Well..
Moi name is Fara. And.. You can call me Fa ra.. (you ought to know that! LoLz) Well, my bday is on 21 Sept (i wont tell you the year! but maybe i'll tell you one day..), if i tell you this, it means: Dont froget to give me presents!! And.. *sigh* I think i wont tell you more about me right now.. Cuz i think it's just a waste of time.. So, if you wanna know more about 'Fa ra', just click here.
Adios amigos!
me and my BIG MOUTH ;) | 6:48 PM.
